Two Hours in Reservoir
«I’m bored, my fiend…»
A. Pushkin
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- I am an anti-fascist... anti-Faust
- Ich liebe life and I admire chaos
- Ich bin to wish, Genosse Offizieren,
- Dem Zeit zum Faust for a while spazieren.
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- Without embracing Polish propaganda,
- In Krakow he had missed his Vaterland, and
- He dreamt of the philosopher’s true diamond
- And sometimes doubted his own talent.
- He gently picked, off ground, ladies' tissues,
- He got excited with the gender issues,
- Along, in school he played the polo's virtues.
- He studied deeply gambling catechismus,
- And learned to taste the sweetness of Cartesian.
- Then crawled deep down into the Artesian
- well of ego-centrism. The military slyness
- For which was famous Mr. Clausewitz,
- For him remained apparently unknown,
- Whereas to Vater was a wood artisan.
- Zum beispiel, in outbreak of glaucoma,
- The plague, cholera und Tuberculosen,
- He saved himself by schwarze Papierossen.
- Attracted by the Gypsies and the Moors.
- He then became a bachelor alumnus.
- Was granted then a licentiate laurus
- And sang to students, «Cambrian... dinosaurs...»
- A German man — a German cerebrum.
- Without mentioning, Cogito ergo sum.
- Undoubtedly — Deutschland uber alles.
- (One's ears can catch a famous Vienna's waltz).
- He parted with Krakow with some heart cheer,
- And took a carriage in a rush to sheer
- To chair the school with honest glass of beer.
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- A splendid C-moon shines out of the clouds.
- Tremendous foliant. A man above it.
- A wrinkle darkens right ‘twixt the eyebrows,
- His eyes — the lacework devilry of Arabs.
- With a Cordovan black chalk in his right hand
- And from the corner, he’s watched at profile length
- By Meph-ibn-Stopheles: an Arab agent.
- The candles burning. Screeches under clothes-bin.
- «Herr Doktor, midnight». «Jawohl, schlafen,
schlafen...»
- Two dark black muzzles open utter «meow»,
- From kitchen quietly comes a Yiddish Frau.
- She holds a sizzling omelet with fried bacon.
- Herr doctor jots the address on the letter:
- «Gott Strafe. England. London. Francis Bacon».
- Concerns and demons come and go further,
- The years and guests do come and go further...
- One can't recall then dresses, words, or weather.
- That's how all the years have passed and gone swift.
- He knew the Arabic, but didn’t know Sanskrit.
- And yet quite late, hey, Faust had discovered
- Before him, eine kleine Fraulein Margaret.
- And then to Cairo he had sent epistle
- By which he voted back his soul from devil.
- Meph had arrived while he had changed his clothes.
- He gazed into the mirrow and saw close
- That he forever is metamorphosed.
- To maiden’s boudoir, with flowers, kitschy
- He then set off. Und veni, vidi, vici.
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- Ich liebe clearness. Ja. Ich liebe promptness.
- Ich bin to ask to see here no vileness.
- You’re hinting that he loved the flower lasses.
- Ich understanden, das ist ganze
swiftness.
- But this transaction macht der grosse Minus.
- Die righte Sprache, macht der grosse Sinus:
- The heart and spirit nein gehabt in surplus.
- In vain you alles would expect from creatures:
- «Behold — said to the moment — you're so gorgeous»
- The devil all the time among us wanders
- And by the minute he awaits this phrase.
- Nevertheless, a man, mein liebe Herren,
- Is so uncertain in his greatest darings,
- That each time lies as if he sells the air
- And yet like Goethe could not goof by chance.
- Und grosser Dichter Goethe made a blooper
- With which subjected to a ganze risk that matter.
- And Thomas Mann had ruined his best seller
- And cher Gounod confused his lady actor.
- The fine art is the fine art is the fine art...
- I'd rather sing in skies than fib in concert.
- Die Kunst gehabt the need in truthful kind heart.
- By all fair means, of death, he could be scared.
- From where the demons come, he was aware.
- He fed der dog on all Galens, Ibn-Sinas.
- He could das Wasser drain in knees and fingers.
- He could define the tree age by the log rings,
- He knew where to the stars' ways lead us rightly.
- But Doctor Faust nichts knew of Almighty.
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- There's mystique. There's faith. And there is God.
- There's difference between them. And there's oneness.
- Some men are itched by flesh, while some are saved.
- Unfaith is sightlessness, or rather swine-ness.
- The Lord looks down. Up above look men.
- Yet everybody seeks his own profit..
- God's infinite. Indeed. And what is man?
- And man, most probably, is very finite.
- A man has got his ceiling, which in fact
- Could always be up there, a little mobile.
- A flatterer will find his way to heart.
- And life no more is seen beyond the devil.
- That's how Doctor Faust was. Likewise
- Marlowe, and Goethe, Thomas Mann and masses
- of singers, intellectuals und, alas,
- The readers in milieu of other classes.
- Same flow sweeps away their foot steps too,
- Their retorts, — Donnerwetter!, — vibes and musings...
- So grant them, God, the time to scream «Where to?»
- And listen to the answers of their Muses.
- An honest German for der Weg zuruck
- Won't wait until he's summoned by the others.
- He takes his Walter out of his warm slacks
- And then forever leaves to a Walter-Closet.
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- Fraulein, please tell me was ist das «incubus»?
- Incubus das ist eine kleine globus.
- Noch grosser Dichter Goethe gave us rebus
- And Ibycus's evil bearing cranes,
- When having fled off Weimar's foggy cloud,
- They, of the pocket, snatched a key right out,
- By Eckermann’s insight, not being rescued.
- And now we got, Matrosen, in a fix.
- There are spiritually thuthful queries.
- Mystique is indication of a failure
- In an attempt to handle them. However,
- Ich bin — unworthy topic to debate—.
- Zum beispiel: Ceiling starts the roofing layers;
- One poem lavisher... one human — nietzsche-r.
- I can recall Godmother in a niche there.
- Abundant Fruhstuck served right into bed.
- Again September, Boredom. Full moon's blown.
- Gray witch does «meow» at my feet below.
- I put a hatchet right beneath my pillow...
- Some schnapps will do! Well this is apgemacht!
- Jawohl, September. Character gets rotten
- And spinning, in a field a roaring tractor.
- Ich liebe life and «Volkisch Beobachter».
- Gut Nacht, mein liebe Herren. Ja, gut Nacht.
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Äâà ÷àñà â ðåçåðâóàðå
«Ìíå ñêó÷íî, áåñ…»
À..Ñ. Ïóøêèí
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- ß åñòü àíòèôàøèñò è àíòèôàóñò.
- Èõ ëèáå æèçíü è îáîæàþ õàîñ.
- Èõ áèí õîòåòü, ãåíîññå îôèöèðåí,
- Äåì öàéò öóì Ôàóñò êîðîòêî øïàöèðåí.
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- Íå ïîä÷èíÿÿñü ïîëüñêîé ïðîïàãàíäå,
- Îí â Êðàêîâå ãðóñòèë î Ôàòåðëàíäå,
- Ìå÷òàë î ôèëîñîôñêîì äèàìàíòå
- È ñîìíåâàëñÿ â ñîáñòâåííîì òàëàíòå.
- Îí ïîäíèìàë ïëàòî÷êè æåíùèí ñ ïîëà.
- Îí ãîðÿ÷èëñÿ ïî âîïðîñàì ïîëà.
- Èãðàë â êîìàíäå ôàêóëüòåòà â ïîëî.
- Îí èçó÷àë êàðòåæíûé êàòåõèçèñ
- È ïîçíàâàë êàðòåçèàíñòâà ñëàäîñòü.
- Ïîòîì ïîëåç â àðåçèàíñêèé êëàäåçü
- Ýãîöåíòðèçìà. Áîåâàÿ õèòðîñòü,
- Êîòîðîé îòëè÷àëñÿ Êëàóçåâèö,
- Áûëà åìó, äîëæíî áûòü, íåçíàêîìà,
- Ïîñêîëüêó ôàòåð áûë êðàñíîäåðåâåö.
- Öóìáàéøïèëü, áóøåâàëà ãëàóêîìà,
- ÷óìà, õîëåðà óíä òóáåðêóë¸çåí.
- Îí çàùèùàëñÿ øâàðöåí ïàïèðîñåí.
- Åãî âëåêëè öûãàíå èëè ìàâðû.
- Ïîòîì îí áûë ïîìàçàí â áàêàëàâðû.
- Ïîòîì ñíèñêàë ëèöåíöèàòà ëàâðû
- È ïåë ñòóäåíòàì: «Êåìáðèé…. Äèíîçàâðû…»
- Íåìåöêèé ÷åëîâåê, íåìåöêèé óì.
- Òåì áîëåå, êîãèòî ýðãî ñóì.
- Ãåðìàíèÿ, êîíå÷íî, þáåð àëëåñ.
- ( óøàõ çâó÷èò çíàêîìûé âåíñêèé âàëüñ.)
- Îí ñ Êðàêîâîì ïðîñòèëñÿ áåç íàäðûâà
- È ïîñêàêàë íà äðîæêàõ òîðîïëèâî
- Çà êàôåäðîé è ÷åñòíîé êðóæêîé ïèâà.
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- Ñâåðêàåò â òó÷àõ ìåñÿö-ìîëîä÷èíà.
- Îãðîìíûé ôîëèàíò. Íàä íèì – ìóæ÷èíà.
- ×åðíååò ìåæ ãóñòûõ áðîâåé ìîðùèíà.
-  ãëàçàõ – àðàáñêèõ êðóæåâ ÷åðòîâùèíà.
-  ðóêå äðîæèò êîðäîâñêèé ÷åðíûé ãðèôåëü.
- Â óãëó – åãî ðàññìàòðèâàåò â ïðîôèëü
- Àðàáñêèé ïðåäñòàâèòåëü Ìåô-èáí-Ñòîôåëü.
- Ïûëàþò ñâå÷è. Ìûøü ñêðåáåò ïîä øêàôîì.
- «Ãåðð äîêòîð, ïîëíî÷ü». «ßâîëü, øëàôåí, øëàôåí…»
- Äâå ÷åðíûõ ïàñòè ïðîèçíîñÿò: «ìÿó».
- Íåñëûøíî ñ êóõíè âõîäèò èäèø ôðàó.
-  ðóêàõ å¸ øèïèò îìëåò ñî øïåêîì.
- Ãåðð äîêòîð ÷åðòèò àäðåñ íà êîíâåðòå:
- «Ãîòò øòðàôå Èíãëàíä, Ëîíäîí, Ôðàíñèñ Áýêîí».
- Ïðèõîäÿò è óõîäÿò ìûñëè, ÷åðòè.
- Ïðèõîäÿò è óõîäÿò ãîñòè, ãîäû…
- Ïîòîì íå âñïîìíèòü ïëàòüÿ, ñëîâ, ïîãîäû.
- Òàê ïðîõîäèëè ãîäû øèòî-êðûòî.
- Îí çíàë àðàáñêèé, íî íå çíàë ñàíñêðèòà.
- È ñ îïîçäàíüåì, ãåé, áûëà îòêðûòà
- Èì àéíå êëÿéíå ôðîéëÿéí Ìàðãàðèòà.
- Òîãäà îí íàïèñàë â Êàèð äåïåøó,
-  êîòîðîé îòêàçàë îí ÷åðòó äóøó.
- Ïðèåõàë Ìåô, è îí ïåðåîäåëñÿ.
- Îí â çåðêàëî âçãëÿíóë è óáåäèëñÿ,
- ÷òî íàâñåãäà òåïåðü ïåðåðîäèëñÿ.
- Îí âçÿë áóêåò è â áóäóàð äåâèöû
- Îòïðàâèëñÿ. Óíä âåíè, âèäè, âèöè.
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- Èõ ëèáå ÿñíîñòü. ß. Èõ ëèáå òî÷íîñòü.
- Èõ áèí ïðîñèòü íå âèäåòü çäåñü ïîðî÷íîñòü.
- Âè íàìåêàéò, ÷òî îí ëþáèë öâåòî÷íèö?
- Èõ ïîíèìàéò, ÷òî äàñ èñò ãàíöå ñðî÷íîñòü.
- Íî ýòà ñäåëêà ìàõò äåð ãðîññå ìèíóñ.
- Äè òîé÷íî øïðàõå, ìàõò äåð ãðîññå ñèíóñ:
- Äóøà è ñåðäöå íàéí ãåõàáò íà âûíîñ.
- Îò ÷åëîâåêà, àëëåñ, æäàòü íàïðîàñíî:
- «îñòàíîâèñü, ìãíîâåíüå, òû ïðåêðàñíî».
- Ìåæ íàìè äüÿâîë áðîäèò åæå÷àñíî
- È ïîìèíóòíî ýòîé ôðàçû æäåò.
- Îäíàêî, ÷åëîâåê, ìàéí ëèáå ãåððåí,
- Íàñòîëüêî â ñèëüíûõ ÷óâñòâàõ íåóâåðåí,
- ÷òî ïîìèíóòíî ëæåò êàê ñèâûé ìåðèí,
- íî, ñëîâíî Ãåòå, ìàõó íå äàåò.
- Óíä ãðîññåð äèõòåð Ãåòå äàë îïèñêó,
- ÷åì âåñü ñþæåò ïîäâåðã à ãàíöå ðèñêó.
- È Òîìàñ Ìàíí ñãóáèë ñâîþ ïîäâèñêó,
- È øåð Ãóíî ñìóòèë ñâîþ àðòèñòêó.
- Èñêóññòâî åñòü èñêóññòâî åñòü èñêóññòâî…
- Íî ëó÷øå ïåòü â ðàþ, ÷åì âðàòü â êîíöåðòå.
- Äè Êóíñò ãåõàáò ïîòðåáíîñòü â ïðàâäå ÷óâñòâà.
- Â êîíöå êîíöîâ, îí ìîã áîÿòüñÿ ñìåðòè.
- Îí òî÷íî çíàë, îòêóäà âçÿëèñü ÷åðòè.
- Îí ñúåë äåð äîã â Èáí-Ñèíå è â Ãàëåíå.
- Îí ìîã äàñ âàññåð îñóøèòü â êîëåíå.
- È âîçðàñò ìîã îí óãàäàòü â ïîëåíå.
- Îí çíàë, êóäà óõîäÿò çâåçä äîðîãè.
- Íî äîêòîð Ôàóñò íèõö íå çíàë î Áîãå.
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- Åñòü ìèñòèêà. Åñòü âåðà. Åñòü ãîñïîäü.
- Åñòü ðàçíèöà ìåæ íèõ. È åñòü åäèíñòâî.
- Îäíèì âðåäèò, äðóãèõ ñïàñàåò ïëîòü.
- Íåâåðüå – ñëåïîòà. À ÷àùå – ñâèíñòâî.
- Áîã ñìîòðèò âíèç. À ëþäè ñìîòðÿò ââåðõ.
- Îäíàêî èíòåðåñ ó âñåõ ðàçëè÷åí.
- Áîã îðãàíè÷åí. Äà. À ÷åëîâåê?
- À ÷åëîâåê, äîëæíî áûòü, îãðàíè÷åí.
- Ó ÷åëîâåêà åñòü ñâîé ïîòîëîê,
- Äåðæàùèéñÿ âîîáùå íå ñëèøêîì òâåðäî.
- Íî â ñåðäöå ëüñòåö îòûùåò óãîëîê,
- È æèçíü óæå âèäíà íå äàëüøå ÷åðòà.
- Òàêîâ áûë äîêòîð Ôàóñò. Òàêîâû
- Ìàðëî è Ãåòå, Òîìàñ Ìàíí è ìàññà
- Ïåâöîâ, èíòåëëèãåíòîâ óíä, óâû,
- ÷èòàòåëåé â ñðåäå äðóãîãî êëàññà.
- Îäèí ïîòîê ñìåòàåò èõ ñëåäû,
- Èõ êîëáû – äîííåðâåòòåð! – ìûñëè, óçû…
- È äàé èì Áîã óñïåòü ñïðîñèòü: «êóäû?!»
- È óñëûõàòü, ÷òî âñëåä èì êðèêíóò Ìóçû.
- À ÷åñòíûé íåìåö ñàì äåð âåã öóðþê,
- Íå ñòàíåò æäàòü, ïîêà åãî ïîïðîñÿò.
- Îí âàëüòåð äîñòàåò èç òåïëûõ áðþê
- È íàâñåãäà óõîäèò â âàëüòåð-êëîçåò.
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- Ôðîéëÿéí, ñêàæèòå, âàñ èñò äàñ «èíêóáóñ»?
- Èíêóáóñ äàñ èñò àéíå êëÿéíå ãëîáóñ.
- Íîõ ãðîññåð äèõòåð Ãåòå çàäàë ðåáóñ!
- Óíä èâèêîâû çëûå æóðàâëè,
- Èç âåéìàðñêîãî âûïîðõíóâ òóìàíà,
- Êëþ÷ âûõâàòèëè ïðÿìî èç êàðìàíà.
- È íå ñïàñëà íàñ çîðêîñòü Ýêêåðìàíà.
- È ìû òåïåðü, ìàòðîçåí, íà ìåëè.
- Åñòü èñòèííî äóõîâíûå çàäà÷è.
- À ìèñòèêà åñòü ïðèçíàê íåóäà÷è
-  ïîïûòêå ñ íèìè ñïðàâèòñÿ. Èíà÷å,
- Èõ áèí, íå ñòîèò ýòî òîëêîâàòü.
- Öóìáàéøïèëü, ïîòîëîê – ïðåääâåðüå êðûøè.
- Ïîýìîé áîëüøå, ÷åëîâåêîì – íèöøå.
- ß âñïîìèíàþ Áîãîìàòåðü â íèøå,
- îáèëüíûé ôðèøòèê, ïîäàíûé â êðîâàòü.
- Îïÿòü Çåïòåìáåð. Ñêóêà. Ïîëíîëóíüå.
-  íîãàõ ìóðëû÷åò ñåðàÿ êîëäóíüÿ.
- À ïîä ïîäóøêó ïîëîæèë êîëóí ÿ…
- Ñåé÷àñ áû øíàïñó… ýòî … àïãåìàõò!
- ßâîëü. Çåïòåìáåð. Ïîðòèòñÿ õàðàêòåð.
- Áóêñóåò â ïîëå òàðàõòÿùèé òðàêòîð.
- Èõ ëèáå æèçíü è «Ôåëüêèø Áåîáàõòåð».
- Ãóí íàõò, ìàéí ëèáå ãåððåí. ß, ãóò íàõò.
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